Well, I am definitely up late. And why, I can’t tell you. Not, “I won’t tell you,” but “I can’t tell you.” Yet somehow, yet again, that’s what happens… And the dark is winding its beautiful spell of quiet, of shhhh, of it’s good to settle in to the slow, it’s good to settle in to the soft, all-edges-blurred feeling, to relax and then relax even more, to be as if in a dream, yet still awake – ‘still, awake’ is the feeling, stillness like a melody heard from a far distance, rising up into the presence of the sweet dark moment, awake but in a different world.
© 2023 Shanti Natania Grace
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Why I Stay Up Late
by Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer
So gently the darkness
curls around the world,
first dusky, then dim,
then lushly black—
so generous, the way
it thickly spreads
the softest of songs
until silence silks
the empty streets
and velvets the vacant rooms—
even this riotous heart
inclines toward quietude
and whatever part of me
that knows something yawns
and the part of me
who falls in love
with mystery
leans more easily
into the ever-unknown
and I meet the starry
grand embrace,
speck that I am,
and marvel
at my insignificance,
marvel at how enormous
it is, this openness,
this gratitude.
From Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer’s website A Hundred Falling Veils
https://ahundredfallingveils.com/2020/12/17/why-i-stay-up-late/
Photo credit: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/quiet-night-in-2023–20266267066371071/
